I spent 1.5 years lost in a sea of uncertainty, frustration, exhaustion, and feeling stuck in a fog of unhappy haze. I wondered if it would ever end...
I had already moved through the fears of leaping from the security of my 9-5 finance job, into my childhood dream of local and destination wedding photography, but at the beginning of 2014, that sinking feeling of discontentment crept back into my life.
For 1.5 years I felt lost, confused, and like there was something wrong with me because I couldn't just be happy with the life that I have.
Have you ever felt this way beauty?
Like you have everything going for you...a home, a good man, a job, a car, friends....and it still doesn't fill your soul entirely for some reason?
Oh loooorrrrd do I ever know how you feel.
On a summer day in 2015, as I was reaching complete exhaustion with feeling this way (even my physical body was getting tired from the mental and emotional strain). I invited a new friend over to my backyard to pick some of the unusual plethora of cherries from my tree. We got to talking, and I shared with her how I had been feeling inside. What she said next had a sudden burst of tears stream down my face...
She told me there was nothing wrong with me.
She told me the discontentment in my heart was not because I didn't know how to be grateful for my life..
But because there is a calling on my heart that has yet to be fulfillled.
That is when I packed my bags for San Diego - the city that had been calling to me for 2 years.
That is when I was open to discovering there was a new purpose-driven business path I was meant to be taking.
That was the sentence that changed the direction of my whole life.
And now it's my turn to pass these powerful words along to you beauty.
If you have a feeling in your heart like "why can't I be happy with the beautiful life I already have?" - The truth is, you ARE grateful for the life that you already have, if you even have to ask.
You just aren't meant to settle there.
There is been a greater calling placed on your heart lovely, and it wouldn't have been placed there, if you couldn't handle what it means.
You are one of the few that realize she was meant for more.
And you are.
Follow Your Heart Always,
PS - If you don't want to spend another year, month, week or even one more day feeling lost and unsure of your path and direction, I am most definitely here to serve you in getting to that place of fulfillment, bliss, and even a laptop lifestyle if you so desire. I have 1 remaining space until my One on One Private Coaching + Mentorship Program will be closed and waitlisted. A casual, no strings phone date is the best way for me to discover whether or not you are ready for this kind of work, and if we would be a great fit to launch the life+biz of your dreams...
I'm excited at the idea of igniting your life and dreams, beauty...
"Do not wait, the time will never be just right. Start where you stand and work with whatever tools you may have at your command and better tools will be found as you go along."
- Napoleon Hill